today I think I'm game-set

but what if I'm a fucking train wreck

what if every day I'm swallowed by a hatred

that lives inside my blood

what If I've pushed away my loved ones

'cause it feels like I haven't even got one

standing on the edge of the problem

way to scared to jump

 

manic, static, please don't panic

today I think I'm done

maybe I'm not capable of loving anyone


I wanna be a sailing boat

go as far as I can go

throw my captain overboard

no one can make me stop

I wanna be a sailing boat

way before christ was born

find the edge of this broken world

and jump right off

 

I've lost all hope,

too broke to travel,

my friends coked up,

for a losing battle,

pixies fucking in my mind,

tape worms sat behind my eyes,

eating bad and sleeping rough,

a constant voice that says I suck (you suck),

ugly, fat, and overpaid,

way too broke to run away.

 

manic, static, please don't panic

today I think I'm done

maybe I'm not capable of loving anyone


I wanna be a sailing boat

go as far as I can go

throw my captain overboard

no one can make me stop

I wanna be a sailing boat

way before christ was born

find the edge of this broken world

and jump right off