Diary

I only love you, 'cause I haven't read your diary yet,

and I haven't had the chance to lose my head, inside of yours.

you only want me, 'cause I told you I could hold my own

on the front line of a broken home,

but darling I

 

I will ruin you, just give me time. 
I've got a friend who lives inside, the darkest part of me, and he's a prodigy.

and he doesn't wanna let you breathe,

he writes fiction in my sleep

and I'm trying to get him to leave,

'cause when I'm with him, I'm the widow of my dreams

but without him I'm a willow without leaves.
 

I only want you, 'cause you paint a pretty picture of my face

so much nicer than the images that chase, the windows that I pass. 

you only need me, 'cause you've got a friends who's just like mine

who told you I would keep you warm when you cry,

but darling I
 

I will ruin you, just give me time. 
I've got a friend who lives inside.

the darkest part of me, and he's a prodigy.

and he doesn't wanna let you breathe,

he writes fiction in my sleep

and I'm trying to get him to leave,

'cause when I'm with him, I'm the widow of my dreams

but without him I'm a willow without leaves.

 

I only love you, 'cause I haven't read your diary yet.